You Do The Same.

Something happened…one thing led to another…and I missed my deadline. The department said ‘NO!’…the feedback was negative…my family was not impressed…I was crushed.

Past my bedtime, I couldn’t sleep…I couldn’t read my books either…
A quick survey showed some gaps, a tour revealed things were not ‘going towards the light’ as I’ve been preaching…. My testimony seemed not comparable.

I want to give up, I want to quit my call, I want to be normal…
I want to lower my standards; I want to ‘rock’ life, I want to decide without my conscience… ‘God, why wouldn’t you just leave me alone!?’

But He also said ‘NO!
Your walls are continually before me, your seeds are speaking for you, I just can’t!'

Then I found myself running.

Running to His love that I may have eternal life…,
Running to His mercy to prevail over judgement…,
Running to His Grace to live yet another day….

Running, running and just running…,
Falling in love all over again, and sinking real fast.

Then it dawned on me: It started with me, but it ended with Him. Now I’m Glad.

You do the same.

Love, Janmo!